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Friendzone by KaiKenNatsuki
Friendzone
From the time I was depressed.
Despite all, I still find this rather well drawn. I can assure you I was melting away in tears while drawing this.

This girl was the reason of all my sleepless nights. Over her I would cut, sob, shove my head against the wall, yank my hair off and other things that aren't worth mentioning. But I don't blame her, it has never been her fault.

The sea between us represents the distance of one continente to another. The unfinished guy is her now ex-boyfriend, who was her boyfriend at the time.

Deleting this Picture from my files. Jesus' taken care of me. He's mended my shattered heart completely. <3
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Uncontagious by KaiKenNatsuki
Uncontagious
I was looking through my files today and found this drawing. I have drawn it in 2013, but happened to forget to post it. It isn't finished but I figured that I'd never finish it anyway, so here it is.

This drawing is called depression. I have drawn my point of view of depression, being depressed by the time I had drawn it.
The image itself looks like a half covered with skin, half skinless profile human. This representes the exposure to inner injuries.
The head. Much like I have drawn, it is a mess. We cannot seem to separate reason from emotion and emotion from feeling and feeling for sensation. We don't know who we are, what we are, and how we are. All we know is that it hurts.
The sewed mouth. We're not supposed to say what and how we feel. We're not supposed to call attention. We're likely to become quiet and closed to our own selves, keeping our tongues asleep.
The eyebag. Insomnia.
The donkey ear. The attention we give to criticism. The ability we develop to distort others' words and make them harm ourselves. We get so used to the feeling of being harmed that it becomes a habit. And we become sensitive, vulnerable to any poke we suffer.
The nose. This part is rather subjective, for I have suffered of bullying ever since I was brought out of my mother's womb for my jewish nose.
The cervical made of stones. It represents our lack of ability to turn our heads around to see that there may actually be beauty in life. We cannot.
The dark fog. The loneliness. The darkness. The pain.

When I tell people Jesus saved me, they tend to think that it's probably one of those boring stories, where you were sad and then poof; Jesus!
But he was the only one who gave me what I had craved my whole life long.

Love.

People nowadays say "Oh, Kai talks about nothing else. Kai's become boring. Kai this, Kai that." Speak as much as you wish, my friends, but it was only through Him that I have made it.
We were not born to face this darkness. We cannot handle it alone.
Push away your pride and recognize that alone you cannot do it. And if you insist that you can, okay. Then go for it! You've got nothing to lose.
Let us help you. Many people and I have been where you are. No matter how much worse your situation may seem, there is always a solution. God is the solution.

You're worth it. You're beautiful. You're amazing, my friend, and I love you with all my heart. Whoever you are, I will pray for you.

"If the world hates you, remember that it hated me first." John 15:18


I'll be posting more drawings of mine from my depressed era. I'll post them here and delete them from my files, because no longer they belong to me.
That Kai is dead now. :3
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Show me your intentions by KaiKenNatsuki
Show me your intentions
No, this isn't by any way recent. I've actually had it in my files for a while now and I found this and decided to post it, just to show that I'm alive to my DA friends XD

This is Shikuro, one of my beloved 'sonas.
This is from the time when I still had pen pressure and my own tablet and a working paintool sai
oh well

X3 Soon I'll have that all back, I'm sure!

Shikuro (c) :iconkaikennatsuki:

Do not steal or copy anything.
wow he's got so many teeth tho XD
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Nathalie
Artist | Student | Literature
Brazil
Current Residence: Rio de Janeiro
Current Age: 15 (almost 16!)
Hobbies: Drawing, Playing the guitar, singing, running (yes!), eating, listening to music.
Favorite bands/singers: Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, Nickelback, Nirvana, Iron Maiden, Black Sabbath, The Beatles, Legião Urbana, Cássia Eller, Lebo M., Maria Gadu, Disney Music, Skrillex.
Languages I speak: Portuguese, spanish, english, german (not fluent) and hebrew (not fluent).
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The-Bluejays-Song Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Thaiix Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
do you take request?
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Pacaday Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Student Artist
Happy Birthday Nattie!! :happybounce: 
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MaeraFey Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Birthday Glomp emoticon Happy :cakerun: Birthday! :happy birthday: I hope you'll enjoy your new llama.
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KylarSilver16 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy birthday! c:

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:iconballoonplz: Happy Birthday :iconcakeplz: :iconballoonplz: :D
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NattieplusXelly Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014   Artist
Found you on dA again omg. ;o; This is Hart/NattieplusXelly/DragonDance or whatever from Chicken Smoothie. I messaged you on there aaggges ago, big fan of your work! Had to slap you on watch because I miss seeing your stuff after I stopped using Chicken Smoothie so much. ;w; <3 So ye, hAIii!
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xNiallersPotatox Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ARE U TAKING REQUESTS OR ART TRADES BC U AND UR ART R PER-FECT I MEAN LOOK AT UR ART AHKAGJHFJAFABJFANBDJABD
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student Writer
ASDFGHJKL THANK YOU SO MUCH IT MEANS A LOT ;A; :la:
NOT ATM BC SCHOOL IS BEING A BUTT TO ME
BUT SOON ENOUGH
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SEND ME A PM BBY LET'S BE FRIENDS AND RULE THE WORLD
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xNiallersPotatox Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:LA:

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painted-flamingo Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013
aw thanks for watch back!
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student Writer
You're very welcome!! :D You've got such beautiful art 💙
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LongLiveRaka Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch :D I'm so lucky to be watched by an amazing artist like you! Would should chat mor soften! I'm always looking for new friends and we're the same age :D :heart:
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student Writer
Oh please, no need to thank me! 💙 Your art is beautiful, love! I'm glad to watch you :3

Oooof course! :D Send me a PM anytime, I love making new friends as well!
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LongLiveRaka Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student General Artist
Yeah! Sure! Hey, I was wondering if you're collars or trades are open? :heart: :la:
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013  Student Writer
Yayy! :D

Not atm bc of school D: soon enough I hope, right now i gotta make it through the tons of daily homework and exam week and crap :c
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Kyarii-chan Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
O^O
Do you remember me?
O^O
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Student Writer
D: oh noez... Are you from CS? (my mind has been a mess lately i'm so so so sorry ;n; )
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Kyarii-chan Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yis, i am.
I was Ponygolucky/nya/cutepony63/kyarii
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Gamibrii Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013
Sua arte é muito bonita! *-*
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KaiKenNatsuki Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Student Writer
muuuuuuito obrigada!!! :D significa um montão pra mim! <3
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Gamibrii Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013
De nada,tu merece! x3
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